9.26.2007

because there's nothing else to do.

i said goodbye to a friend yesterday. i don't look forward to saying goodbye to more friends. i hate it, but i will have to do it anyway.

there is nobody out there to help me... to give me the help i need. i am very discouraged. at least i am honest with myself. i haven't always been, and i wanted to see potential in people where it didn't exist. but now i know that there is nobody there.

i'm struggling to manage life. when one source of stress diminishes, another grows.

i have blockbuster online now, and i'm excited to start getting movies in the mail. i have volver and factory girl on their way.

the state fair starts this weekend. i want to go. who wants to eat fried twinkies? awe yeah.

3 comments:

Sandy said...

I'm sad you have blockbuster and not Netflix, 'cause then we could've been friends.

videorose said...

yeah netflix has way better movies!

Dave said...

i've got to agree. you've really dropped the ball here.