9.29.2009

all i want

is for everyone to be happy.

sucks that i can't personally make that happen. sucks worse when i feel partly responsible for making people unhappy when i feel the circumstances are out of my control, short of me not having fun.

and i have to have fun. good, fairly clean fun.

sorry dudes. you know i try rill hard.

9.27.2009

all i want

is to have all my friends from last night write their own blog entry. not one person involved had a tame night. damn propriety and its limitations.

my friends are the fuckin' best (yeah i play the drake song and think of them) and they know how to have fun. i live for those dudes.

i really wish my eyes were a camera and i could show some images from rva pride '09. the not-parade parade was a disappointment. i wish we could bring it back to carytown. it was at babe's where everyone pulled out the stops. sofuckingtight.

anyway, if you weren't there, it's probably time to be bummed.

and now for my last week working in guest services. sunday i officially start touching people's heads for a living.

LML

9.24.2009

with a handshake like that, girl.

WORK
SCHOOL
WORK
PRIDE
GHEY PRIDE AFTERPARTEEZ
STATE FAIR

down? get stoked.

get. at. me.

funz0rs l0lz

9.17.2009

map frags

hey! hi.

it's been a pretty good week, i guess. let's see...

saturday we went out as usual. the evening was incredibly well-rounded and encompassed an impressive amount of tiny events. one of my close friends palm-hit me in the eye while dancing, i had a plastered gay boy ask me if i were a lesbian, only to be disappointed and reply "oh... well all we can do is dance, then!" and proceed to imitate the drum beat on my ass cheeks. had a few run-ins with two very friendly and stylistically unfortunate lesbians throughout the evening (one ended up paying my way later on). the evening ended at fielden's... and i don't have the energy to go into THAT experience. just make sure you have a GOOD bathroom door guard!

i'm not really sure when i started going out so much... and actually making fun come out of it most of the time. pretty sure nicole is largely to thank, though.

the rest of my week has been spent working, schooling and little mexico-ing. life could be worse.

i'm going to start training to be an apprentice next week. it'll be official in the middle of october. i'm worried about money, not eating like i need to, and not getting nearly enough exercise. i'm also just at a point, and have had such a day where i am prone to being hard on myself.

but fall is upon us and that always cheers me up. if anyone wants to come cook at my house, or just do free activities with me, please, let's.

and thanks to angie and this dykes link, i get to go to bed with images like this running through my head.



maybe she knew i had a rough day?

xoxoxo

oh and P.S. when can i travel again? please? what, you need money for that? pfffft, aiiiight.

9.07.2009

it's called perky purple

whattup fools.

sometimes i surprise myself by how well i deal with situations. other times i completely drop the ball and wonder WTH my problem is. i am currently undecided with this one, just because i'm reluctant to follow through. it's a tricky situation when you're handling something well and the other party is not. it's hard for me to step away because i care, but i think i'm making it harder overall by being around (just text contact, but still). it really is unfortunate that it went down this way.

man. fuckin' bein' a grown up. it's what has to happen, right? all of the people i care about know that i am doing what i think is right for everyone involved. y'all know i got my heartpiece in the right place and the rest is for fun, right? alright.

anyway.

i started school. i think everyone at work was right about the class being a waste of time, but of course i'll try and make the most of it. since my co-worker and i are doing it together, it'll at least be funny. it's too bad though, i love school and i love learning. i am excited about the textbook. i'm gonna take a quick guess that MOST people who go into cosmetology don't get super stoked on the science part of it all. the color chemistry, the makeup of hair and skin cells, all that. muscle anatomy and how the hair and skin behave and react. shit, that gets me all tingly. i like learning all the whys and hows.

i'm used to the pace being so much faster in school, i'm used to a lot of work. i don't really know what to do with this middle-school homework rate. i hate an easy A when i don't have other classes kicking my ass. once my official apprenticeship begins, maybe i'll eat my words.

i have a super busy week ahead of me. i'm gonna go DO HOMEWORK before i eat up some tacos!