i don't like learning little life lessons. i want things to be the way I want them to be. apparently i am a small child, since i don't understand why they can't!
i need to force myself to do the right thing, mentally. i think i can, but i still wish i didn't have to. i wish i were the type of person who doesn't think about stuff too much, and is more casual about personal issues when it is appropriate. alas, that's always been a struggle for me.
i want what i want.
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