jaded BS

this town is so fucking small. i know, i've said that before, and i know you know it's true.

but i just wish something different would come along. i feel like i'm jogging in circles here. but not really, because i'll never fit in, nor do i really want to. it's a strange limbo that i hope is helping to fuel some sort of artistic bullshit, or else i don't see the point.

i go out to look for something different, but it's the same old stuff. i place myself in different situations to find that i'm still the same.

i shouldn't be surprised, and i'm not. and i know some cool people, don't get me wrong, i'm down with that.

richmond rumors are so ridiculous. i have always said this, but i feel extra strong about it now: don't believe ANYTHING you hear until you know what really happened. and there will be times when it will be impossible to know the truth, if you weren't there or involved yourself.

sometimes familiar faces are comforting. sometimes you wish you could rearrange those faces yourself just to see something different.

i'm the one nobody really knows, and if this were a movie i'd be the one that they wish they knew. but this isn't a movie. this is life.